avoidance

I realized today, as I said to myself, "oh, I'm exhausted, but I'll get up and...", that I'm practicing avoidance. I'm using perpetual motion to avoid stopping. Stopping to think. Stopping to feel. It's not a bad short term tactic, but eventually I'm going to fall over. I could really stand to have someone distract me, but there aren't any available candidates so I'll settle for being hyper productive for now.

My hands smell like garlic and ginger. I'm going to try to put together a chicken in hot red sauce dish with kashmiri influences tonight and a side of baby potatoes in with red chilis. To cover it any mistakes I'll also have basmati and pappadums.

I don't have a food icon! What's wrong with me?