more F'ed than Dan Bern....

I've been kind of depressed for a while now. I'm not sure how long because it's kind of fuzzy line and sometimes you don't know when you go from normal living to depressed. But I've been noticed. At work I just want to go home. At home I just want to go to sleep. Or die, but sleeping takes no effort at all and has no lasting side effects.

At work today one of the managers said she needed an attitude adjustment and said attitude adjustment was going to commence as soon as she got home. I thought, "well shit, that sounds like a good idea." My standard treatment for depression involves alcohol and music. It doesn't always work, but sometimes it does. The music messes with my mood and the alcohol disturbs my chemistry. Disturbed chemistry is definitely in the plan when the current chemistry sucks.

Who needs eardrums anyway.

"We are far too young and clever
and things won't ever change."

Don't try this at home kids.